i know this few day is all about christmas,

but i just don fell very happy

don know why

or is that u r not beside me

i just don know

i today , i recieve a message from my frnd

that i know that one of my fnrd grandmother is ill

she have a illness that is brain i don know how to said

i after i knew that

i suddenly remember of my grandmother who have been pass away

i know why i just fell my heart is very u cool

don know why i can fell the sadness from it

i ask her about his g.m

she told me that she is ready to accpe every thing that is come her way

g.m is going to left this world

to other world

that ios far far from this world

at that time i just suddenly fell the sadness in my heart

i talk to my frnd

that is when i know that my tears running down my face

i just don know why ......................